MY DEAR LORD

My dear Lord,
I know there’s a reason why you put all of these wishes in my heart
And why they speak to me so loud
I even have no strenght to shut them up..........

My dear Lord,
I know everything’s happened for a reason
Reason that I difficult to understand completely or even partially
Like a riddle..! I’m trying to guess the answer and then I stuck...
I’m not that smart... in fact, maybe I’m too stupid...

My dear Lord,
Time's running too fast... I was left...
I try to harmonize the time left with my wishes and my pride
And the result... I get frustating!!

My dear Lord,
It’s me who just want to share my grief to you...
To make me feel better...
Cause in the end I know...
Be grateful is the only answer...
It’s just so hard my Lord... So hard to survive until the end comes....

Your precious daughter
-ILS-